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I love the beach [Sep. 8th, 2005|12:29 am]
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[mood |artisticartistic]

Your Hidden Talent
Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people.
You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together.
Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly.
People crave your praise and complements.


Makes me want to run away back to Hawaii and body surf on Hukilou beach
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FLCL crazzy but funny [Sep. 7th, 2005|12:00 am]
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i'm haruko, who are you?
Which Furi Kuri (FLCL) Character Are You?

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damn thing wont stick in myspace though
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Yatta. yeah for japanese [Sep. 1st, 2005|09:45 pm]
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[mood |accomplishedaccomplished]

I can actully read some of this stuff now, its so awesome, I managed to understand most of this new icon. Well I have a hiragana quiz tommorrow but im not worried, i know all of those and the next kata kana quiz is going to be in 2 weeks. I tried to help out an other class mate, but she hasn't studied as much and with ADD it doesn't help. Well im off to slay that dragon now.

umm I still haven't been able to talk to chad yet, but we should still be able to go over there at some point.

http://web.mit.edu/patil/www/media/video/yatta.asf just for the fun of it
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more useless quizes [Aug. 27th, 2005|12:55 pm]
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The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.



It always suprises me how accurate these things can be from time to time.
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umm yeah, need more friends so this thing could work right [Aug. 27th, 2005|12:08 pm]
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Will become a famous porn starazrengirl
Will run around nude at your funeraljamiemarie_83
Will become bankruptjamiemarie_83
Will own a multi million dollar companyjennylynn54321
Will become a spinster and own 200 catsbobthedead
Will get breast implantsazrengirl
Will start World War III by accidentally bombing Germanysweetchick200
Will be the antichristjennylynn54321
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My life as a movie [Aug. 14th, 2005|02:32 am]
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[mood |depresseddepressed]
[music |Daniel Bedingfield "If You're Not the One"]

Ok, most of you have seen a little movie called "Office space", if you haven't, then you better go see it. There's a part in this movie were the lead actor goes to a hypnotic specialist and has that all done to him. Right befor they do this treatment they talk a little bit about why he feels this way. It pretty much goes as "Everyday you see me is the worst day of my life, so that means that the next day will be worse than today". For some odd reason this is the exact way I've been feeling lately. I wake up and I can't seem to get happy at all. Its not like everything is wrong but I seem to be stuck in a rut and I can't find my way out. I'm sure most of it is from being dumped and now she's totally oviding me, eventhough she says shes not. I feel like I've lost a really good friend and I dont know what to do or even try to get her back. I'm not saying that I want to date her now, but it would at least be good to at least talk from time to time.

So to end this all, today is the worst day I've had or felt in a long as time and all I can seem to do is sit here and cry.
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Party time [Aug. 2nd, 2005|03:19 am]
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[mood |exhaustedexhausted]

So things have been rather rocky lately and I'm in dier need for some sort of enjoyment. Luckly its birthday time for a few here now and that means that I can go out and have some fun. Don't know exactully whats going to happen as of yet though. I'm planing on going with some people from work on the 4th/early morning of the 5th to celerbrate Megan's 21st in a power hour. Should be fun excpet they want to do it somewhere in Scostdall. O well hopefully it will all work out. Im exhausted right now and I don't know what to do with somethings right now but things should work out I hope.
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Poem of the past and things to come [Jul. 21st, 2005|05:20 am]
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[mood |artisticartistic]

As I sit in this empty house and look at the belongings I have, my memories haunt me. I see broken glass and shattered plates and toys that have lost thier springs. Old clothes and shoes of a child that has grown up in a house that was to stingy on things of this world. An then I remember a time when this child has forced to be a man. Thrown into a frenzy of foriegn people that hardly wanted to help this poor child. He sat and waited for the the help that never came to him. Slowly he began to wonder why no one would help him, then he realized that his clothes had worn thin and to small for his body. He was then grown up and had to learn to deal with things on his own with no help from anyone. He began to realize why the world was so cruel to him and wanted to change it, but what could only one voice do in a crowd of many, to only make a dent and mabey some good in this already corrupt world. Then he had a last desprait idea that was to not try and save the world but to find someone like him that wanted to help. A light glimmered in the darkness and he had thought that he had finally found that someone, but he could not reach the light and it was taken into the darkness again. He keeped running after that light, but no matter how long he tried to reach the sorce it seemed to always be out of his grasp. So he then proceded onword to find a new light, but always knowing that the dwindeling kught was still there in the darkness telling him to try harder, that one day he may finally reach another and help save it from this hatered world.

So now as I recount this story I try to remember all the lights that I have tried to save. I have but only a few, yet the story still remains. I haven't found my light and I keep serching for the one that will in turn bring me out of the darkness. I still sit in this empty house and wonder how long will I struggle unitl I can finally say that I have done some good in this world. But alass, I have fallen ill to the coruption of this hatred in my heart. I would only sit in my house and no longer want to help those that seek my guidence. I have become the voice of this corrupt world that I have hated, I sit back and laugh at all the good that I have tried to accomplish.
From this point on, will I try to fight the good fight, or will I sit and laugh at those that come after me that want to help this poor world. I still wish to be that child, the one that was told what to do and who he was going to grow up to be. At least then I would have a destination on what to


To all of you that can relate to this, it sadens me to think about how many of us there truley are in this world. It would make living so much nicer if we all could come to uderstand about all this. But the one true fact that I have come to learn is this, Nothing easy is ever worth doing". If we all try harder to accoplish a common goal, we may just be able to save this corrupt world from destroying itself.

"When all you are taught is hatred, how can you expect to know what love is"
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Leaving again...? [Jul. 9th, 2005|01:28 am]
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[mood |nervousnervous]

Well a great money making oportuniity has come my way, my buddy from hawaii has told me that his company is looking for people for the same job that he is working. Also that Josphe is partly in charge of hiring now. It pays $2500 a month and includes a company car to drive about. The only thing is that I would be moving sometime in August and I would be there until possibly Feb when the company will open another firm in San Fran. From what he has told me its a pretty easy job and he just keeps getting payed more. I'm still kinda hesitant though about all this, but I'm thinnking it would be a great way to make some money and save for my future. so yeah thats the jist of whats going on now.

My biggest consurn now is that I would be leaving Liz here and moving away from my family again, plus I really don't know the Oreagan area at all. So in all, I'm really more scared than anything for the moment.
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Indeed [Jul. 7th, 2005|01:43 am]
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You are dependable, popular, and observant.
Deep and thoughtful, you are prone to moodiness.
In fact, your emotions tend to influence everything you do.

You are unique, creative, and expressive.
You don't mind waving your freak flag every once and a while.
And lucky for you, most people find your weird ways charming!

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